Other people

I've noticed my increasing aggressiveness against other people. Why is that? I thought maybe violent computer games have transformed me into an insane killing machine. Or maybe alcohol has finally managed to destroy the remaining rational parts of my brain? And of course there's always the fact that I'm an arrogant asshole. But when I was thinking about it I realised one thing - it's not me. It's them. Other (especially old) people walking right into me in the streets or trying to exit a bus/tram 10 minutes before it actually stops are driving me fucking insane! Especially when they usually hit me several times in the process. Well, they have always been like that, but with recent developements in my impressive musculature it now enrages me more than ever.

I don't really know why they do it - I don't think I've ever willingly touched other people outside. Yeah, it is probably caused by my xenophobia or sociophobia, but I don't care. No stranger has the right to willingly hit me with any part of his body and/or his luggage and walk away unharmed. I'm still managing to control myself, but yesterday I nearly smashed my fist right into the face of and old lady who ran into me even though I've really tried to get out of her way.  But she was impossible to dodge since she didn't make a slightest movement to support my evasive manoeuvre. Bitch.

Well, once my patience runs out, they'll get what they asked for.